His cigarettes
and
behind them
that vivacious intellect,
eagerly alighting all night pharmacies.
His self ironising talk as witty and eclectic
as his verse.
The days we formed
our `economic unit'-
I paid you rent,
your bookies,
to the landlord,
never sent.
Forbes, you were: more successful than America
I loved our sometime connections
as when you told me
good poetry is
surprising and inevitable
at the same time.
As long as I overlooked
your initial pique at my naivete,
your not too sotto voce enthusiasm
was song.
Or you were absorbed
in a George V. Higgins,
`Jane's Defence Weekly' or `Paris Review',
drinking retsina or red,
Camel soft pack within the turn of a page,
leaping to answer the phone
(knowing every call would be for you.)
Spaghetti Surprise and the inevitable
red and green curries
whose felicitous preparation
you held to demonstrate,
being `functional outside of poetry.'
One time spoke he uneasily
of growing old impecuniously,
Instead
you were the spark
that set your heart
vibrating like box speakers on a shelf
An honnête homme;
no holding you back, John.
You lived as though
building a boat
you were already sailing on.
Malcolm Dow
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